Conversations With My Inner Child

I wrote this a year or two after getting clean,but now that I have kids, I think it more aptly acts as advice for them.
 
Staring in the mirror, don't forget to look inside,
don't forget that little girl you hide.  

Dont put too much time into things that only make you cry,
and dont let a lifetime of years just pass you by.

You've got the world at your feet,
just be brave enough to take the leap..
achieve whatever you like-and
never, never give up the fight.

Dont forget to smile & dance,
and find laughter at every chance.
Little girl, listen to your soul and
dont lose your inner child.

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